Hello my dear readers, it has been a while, and I have truly missed writing to you all.

So much has happened over the last few weeks. For starters, I launched my own YouTube channel! I am officially stepping onto the ladder of content creation and becoming much more active on Instagram. If you told me a year ago that I had be doing this, I wouldn’t have believed you. Writing this blog slowly made me realise how much I love creating things, and that realisation brought me right here.

I also have some huge personal news to share… I am now a Qualified Financial Advisor! Yes, you read that right. Balancing studying with everything else in my life was incredibly difficult. There were so many hurdles that only the pages of my journal truly know the depth of them, but I made it through.

And the even bigger news? My ultimate dream came true: I saw BTS perform live! Yes, those seven guys from South Korea. Want to know the best part? It was in London, my absolute favorite city.

London has seen me at my worst, my bad, my good, and my best. I remember the very first time I stepped foot there, I was dealing with a tough breakup, and it was my first-ever international solo trip. Today, London has become my ultimate comfort zone. From crying near the London Eye to roaming the streets with my friend eating jalebi fafda, from seeing Shawn Mendes at The O2 to now watching BTS at Tottenham Hotspur Stadium, it is wild how many memories one city can hold for you. I have never actually lived there, but I know my way around the streets like the back of my hand.

Right now, though, I am dealing with a heavy dose of post-concert depression and amnesia. If you aren’t familiar with post-concert amnesia, it’s that strange phenomenon where you can’t actually remember the details of the show because your adrenaline and excitement were so high. It feels like a total dream rather than reality. Combined with the post-concert blues… that sudden drop in happiness when an event you’ve looked forward to for so long is finally over, it leaves you feeling a bit empty and lonely after absorbing so much joy.

It’s a tough emotional space to navigate. I am so incredibly happy that my dream came true, but now I’m facing that “what next?” feeling. Don’t worry, I’m not clinically depressed, but it’s a distinct emptiness. I cried before, during, and after the show simply because I didn’t have the words to express what I was feeling. To add to the whirlwind, I also visited Bristol and Bath before the concert, so I’m dealing with post-travel blues too! It was an amazing trip, but coming back to reality is hard.

While I figure out my next steps and ground myself again, I hope you are all taking care of yourselves. Stay hydrated! The sun is beaming down on us at 40 degrees right now… enjoy the tan, but please don’t burn!

I am dropping the links to my YouTube and Instagram below so you can check out my latest videos and photos from the trip. Let me know your thoughts in the comments; I am right here and can’t wait to hear from you.

Until next time,
Stay Safe.